Girl #7 - Dear Friend... Ana..

hey girl... it's ur birthday~! :D
i'm sorry i cant get u "that"... i promise i'll get u something next year..
and sorry i have to let u go to National Service alone.. hahahaha... so sorry buddy.. if only i have a better health..


anyway~! kyaaa~!! it's 7th... meaning it's ur big day.. i wish all ur wishes will come true... if i can fulfill one of the wishes, trust me i will... ;)


sorry i cant protect u from their mouth.. hehehehe... but~! see the changes? i didnt tell u anything if people talk bout u anymore... hahahaha.. good isnt it?! =p it's better if i shut my mouth tight if that way u wont be hurt... hehehe.. stop being that emotional~! u've grown a year older now~! =p


hey 7 freak~! Happy Birthday.. We love you..
-5 Alpha family forever~! ;) -

** yaaaaa~ i write a lot today... just dont feel like studying... yet... :P
the weather today is nice... not raining.. but not too hot.. just cloudy and dim... nice~!

The Light Of Love

i watched it last night.. with my family... and now i know why "Nur Kasih" is such a hit.. hihihi...
i always wonder why my friends always talk bout that drama... it have all the basic value of life..
family, love, and religion..

but as usual... some questions pops up on my mind... owh well.... i'm gonna ignore the questions... and enjoy the show.. if i can do it with kdrama... of course i can do with my mother-tongue language's drama.... well.... hope so...

it's kinda addicting... LOL...and i just started watching it last night, on 23th episode... hahahaha... awesome~! lol....

** football match tonight! finale~ hehehe... but wait! can we watch it in peace when our state is in flood? covered with water?
there will be 56 000 supporters from our state in the National Stadium tonight... arent they gonna worry about their family? house? belonging? dun dun dun... i just dont get human's thinking.... tsk tsk tsk...

p/s: no comment... hahaha.. =p

D7 - Dear Mr Tae Yang....

Keep on waking up at every 30 minutes since 2am... duhh~!

Finally 4++am.. woke up for real... only to watch We Got Married... Gain and Jo Kwon couple...
had a blast of laughters.. XD (they are awesome~!!!)

around 5.10am... heard my sister knocking on my brother's door... "Chik! you gotta sent us home later... the water has overflowed in Kg Sireh..."
i was like.. "uh oh... the flood is here???"

around 5.15... mom came knocking at my door.... "afira, where's ur motorbike keys? or better yet... go with ur bro to ur sister's house..."

getting ready to go to sister's house... army pants.. LOL... well, i'm joining the rescue team anyway.. =p

**i left my bike at my sister's house on Thursday due to heavy rain...

around 5.31... we arrived at my sister's neighbourhood... whoaaaa~ the water is everywhere... my nephews shout our happily as they are thrilled to see the water..

people are busy moving their vehicles to the higher ground.. so am i... i took my bike to the "public hall"...

the one on right side... goodbye my WEU.. hold on there until i come back..

on side note....
it is said that the rain will continue till sunday.. and if this really happen then it might really be flood later.. this year's the flood is predicted to stay around for 10 days... 10 days???!!! damn that's long... longer than last year and last last last last year.. XD

oooowh~ it's not raining now... Tae Yang (sun) have shows himself.... Can u stay around until tmr?? please~~!! *shining puppy eyes*

**blogging with empty mind.. dunno what to think... should i be happy? or worried? flood oh flood~

D6 - Another Rainy Day

woke up at 5.20 today.. cant seems to go back to sleep.. i text u asking u to go to sleep even when i didnt want to.. argh~! the truth is i want to talk to u at the time.. the truth is... i miss you..

it's 6.37 now...
my plan for today..
8am - 10am.. study biology..
11am - 1pm.. study chemistry..
1pm - 3pm.. gonna take a nap.. =P
4pm - 5pm - doing some math..
5pm - 6.10pm - wanna watch Music Bank at KBS world.. hopefully the "cartoon soldier" wont be around at the time... LOL...
8pm - 9 pm.. thinking.. bout? secret~! =p
9pm - ..... sleep..

and so on.... dun dun dun... it's a tough life..

owh! It has been raining for whole week... and i don't think there will be any exception for today... hehehe... it's cold and windy... i love it... but it's a bit too much now.. LOL.. the rain has started "crying" early in the morning today.. hehehe...

* blogging with a numb leg and while being blown away by winds... hehehehe.. =) *

[Update!]
damn that cartoon soldier is here.. cant watch Music Bank.. T_T..
what?? he thought he's the only one that can cry and shout?? seems like world havent hear mines...

Does our lives have to be this difficult?!

we... the students of 5 alpha have been victims of numerous accusements.. ever since we were on form 3.. why? what on earth have we offense u guys?
sadly.. we have been accused by the teachers that didnt teach us.. who barely know us... who are they??? who give them rights to say those things to us??

"aaah~ we didnt do anything wrong... no matter what they say, the truth will be on our side since we didnt do anything wrong.."

we try our best to keep that in mind.. we keep our mouth shut and hopes that one day people will stop bad mouthing us... every single day we hear rumours bout us..

"principal said u guys are arrogant"
"thist teacher asked if u have 'accidently' took the club's money?"
"that teacher said u guys propose extra class.. so from now on, u guys gonna study by ur own since u guys are that smart"
"those teachers said the way u guys joke around with them are rude"
"that teacher complaint bout ur behavior"

and many others... and every time we hear that... we just like.. "hmmm... again? anything else?"
because we are just too used to it.. we have been immune to those accusements..

but today.. one of those teachers hurt our family members.. how dare she said those things to us... how could she said we stole foods that was prepared for other class? are we really that low?
let me remind u again my dear teacher.. our school call us their hopes.. we are their hopes to get good results.. and u what makes u think we would do that??

another teacher gave those food to us.. didnt we asked for it?? hell no~!! she gave it to us... and u said we stole it?? why dont u run into this thing before u starts telling other teachers bout this.. now our bad image has gone worse.. from rude and arrogant to stealer.. awesome.. just awesome..

she came our our class just to scolded us.. funny really~
"i hate ur behavior.. u are rude.. u dont have to pay me back for the food... i dont want ur money.. u are just not good enough"

she embarassed him in front of us, his family members... when she left, the boy's started to turn red.. seeing his red teary eyes makes us feel like crying too... he is our class' president.. he's our captain.. and they say those things to our captain?? we want revenge..

but our class teacher said.. "that's life... that's human.. dont be too sad bout this.. if u will face more of this in life... no one is perfect.. forgive them.."

we know that teacher.. but we only have one question to ask...

DOES OUR LIVES HAVE TO BE THIS DIFFICULT??!!!

a quote for us...
"if u want to be one of those stars in the sky (successful) then look at the sky.. dont look on the ground.. coz there are too many rubbish on ground"

~blogging with total calmness~

U are leaving...

Bonda.. that's what we call u.. u are one of a kind teacher... for me u are more than that.. u are the teacher that i can be casual with... u are the teacher that i want to run into everyday at school so that i can jokes around with u and share a laugh...

if someone ask me what is the thing that i regret the most now? i will say "i seriously regret on the decision that i made on last tuesday... i shouldnt call my mom and tell her to pick me up.. i should have stay at school.. that was her last day at school.. and probably the last day i would meet her.."

when i heard from my friend that u are leaving, my heart broke into pieces, but i keep my calm face and smile all around.. no words can explain my feeling...

u've been to this blog before right? "korean craze".. that was ur first words when u opened this blog with me a long time ago.. hehehe.. Sorry.. i promise i'll try to put more attention to our language.. kekeke..

it's saturday... i heard that u are leaving today...
Thanks for everything...
Sorry for everything...
I love you.. u seriously one of the best teacher in this world..

p/s: i hope u wont forget us when u return.. january right? XD

He, you and me..

from the first moment i know u have a boyfriend, i didnt show any reaction... that suprised u right? because i knew bout it wayy before that..
remember my question?

"if ur future boyfriend didnt like ur bestfriends, what would u do?"
and u said "up till now, he's still fine with my besties.. plus he should love me not my besties"

that is the first moment i know bout this thing but i keep silent.. i want to wait till u tell me yourself.. and suddenly when u finally open up about him.. which is months later.. all i can hear is problems.. i still keep silent.. u ask for my advice, u want me to help u in making decision.. at the time he came to me asking if u love him... suddenly, i'm stuck in the middle.. out of blue moon, now both of u, are asking me... i'm not complaining... as i said before, i like it when u come to me when u have problems...

as much as i want to help u... u need to solve this urself... i'll support whatever ur decision is.. i'm happy when u are happy...

BFFLAD.. =)